Caroline and her Period

13th day of January.

This is my first day of period. I wake up a few minutes ago and I feel really really bad.

My whole body is in one big pain and it hurts me so much. I feel like somebody put a big, really big rock on my knees.

I really hate this first day of period. Always. Every month. First day is really fucked up. I think I'm ugly in this day.

I don't like to touch myself when I have period, especially on this first day. But I always use tampons. No pads.